Drama Queen Strikes again!!

First time in my life getting severe bed bug bites so I have to blog this!!! might not seem so severe for you but for me, being the *drama queen*, IT IS.

okay, you might say that I'm being very dirty but I got bed bug bites since the 1st week I came to Woolf College, my uni accommodation. AND never in my life I got any stings/bites from bed bugs before so I just thought that it might be some ultra crazy mozzies which bites can itch for DAYS until I googled "bed bug bites" wtf.

So for the past few months, I've been getting red marks one in a while, more like once a fortnight but it never really bothered me cause it was just one mark and I easily forgot bout the itchiness when I'm busy.

But HOLY MOLY, 3 days ago, I got woken up by ITCH. Yes, itchy till I can't continue sleeping and that's how bad it is. I remembered scratching my arm in my sleep till I cannot tahan I woke up from bed to turn on the lights to see what's wrong. HORROR of the HORRORS, this is what I found:

6 FREAKING MARKS on my FREAKING ARM wtf. Can't believe these bugs just stung LAO NIANG for 6 times!!! (if one sting leaves a mark) T_______________T 

I went straight to the reception and complained to the management and SHOWED them the marks. They followed me to my room and checked if there's any fleece? don't even know what's it. And of course they didn't find any else I would have found out already. =_= and they said they will inform the pest control people. 

Not satisfied after complaining on FB, to friends, to flatmates, to management, to*you*, I have to involve daddie so I called him on skype and showed him the marks AND made him worried, then only I stopped.

ENDURED the itchiness with some useless ointment for A DAY and the next day, I woke up BY ITCHINESS AGAIN with these:

FMFL!!!!!!!! it was so swollen. I WENT to management again after getting an email saying that those people are coming on Friday (yesterday). Can't believe I actually slept on the bed again. #lucky they did not sting else I will totally go to the management and give them punches and kicks. #ya right.

On the third day, I went to London. So not picture of the marks. Will *try* to blog bout it. =) First thing was to get ointment from Boots and it was really good. Cause I don't feel itchy after that but then it might be because of the cold weather too cause the itch stops when its cold. Once in a long while it gets itchy and I just need to put the cream again. I put like three times all together when I was in London if I'm not wrong. 

At the same time, those people finally came to disinfect my bed and floor. I removed my bed sheet and left nothing on the bed but not the floor before I head to London. The guys MOVED my shoes and dustbin and all the other things on the floor and put them on the BED. how SMART. but I was too tired to even get angry so I just put everything back on the floor clean the bed a bit, and put on my bed sheets. 

Today, I didn't wake up from the itchiness *yay* and the marks look like this now: 

Still red but it's much better already, not so swollen at least. Seriously wish those bugs will be gone!!! T_T

-End of drama queen's story-

Counting down to 2012

NYE wasn't particularly interesting because we can't get a room in London =.=

So we decided just to stay in Canterbury.

And EAT , and GET FAT

talk bout new year resolutions. 

oh well.. these were our dishes. they were 9 of us. We had dinner and some games

After that was just some chatting and chilling and counting down to flatmate's AH BAO's birthday =)

Our Dinner. Fish. Pork. Chicken. Lamb. Prawns. Vege. 

There're actually more but the table can't fit anymore. 

Camwhored with some of them while waiting for the dinner since I obviously can't help much =X

With Xin yi

Lekhi, Xin Yi, birthday boy AH BAO 

Lekhi, Lulu, Ah Bao

Me, and Panitra (thai) 

Me =) with Lekhi's hat

Ending the post with a picture of birthday boy and I. 

Caused I'm not self-centered like that. hahahahaha

Happy Birhtday, New Year Baby Boy! 

Happy New Year 2012

Hi!

All the best in 2012 people! Writing this post to record my resolutions for 2012. 

1. To complete my MSc in Applied Actuarial Science, I don't aim to get all the exemptions, just let me pass please. 

2. To cry less. I know right, it's first week and I've failed so bad already. I don't know why I have been crying so much ever since I come to UK. I really miss home, family and friends, always feel that they're so far and I'd be so much happier if i'm back home especially with *you*.

3. Greece and Amsterdam, and hopefully Lake District. 

4. Get a job, which I don't wish to >.< Visa ends 2013. I should travel all around Europe and UK before my Visa ends right. 

5. D.I.E.T. slim down back to 45kgs and below and NEVER gain above 45kg! 

6. Read all 7books of Harry Potter. *huge fan now*

7. Plan more. Procrastinate less. ( I know I'm not gonna achieve this. T_T )

8. Learn how to bake! and make macaroons! *fingers crossed*

Ok, I guess that's all for now. =D Rushing to watch the last 2 episodes of Harry Potter before going to the Harry Potter shop in London on Monday! Love! 

I've lost count how many times did i shed tears for the past 3 months here...

Definitely more than the past 4 years accumulated.

What is an Actuary

So much work to do but i just can't get my ass up to do my work!!! I'd rather do anything, anything except my work. So i'm drifting away from my assessment again and ended up here.

Assessment: 0

Blog Post: +1 

=________=

I was youtube-ing a while ago and came across this. Listened to it many many times before but still feel good to listen to it again. =)

 

The weather is getting really cold, it had been raining everyday. This means i get super hungry super fast, which also means i'll be growing side ways! haih. I really miss the sun. 12 in the morning and i'm not sure whether i should eat now. argh.

And.......... Let me end this short post with my vain pic!! Cut my own fringe!! *proud* lolol

didn't intend to cut it this short initially. but the 1st time was a disaster so i have to cut it twice T_T

 

Life in Uk

After reading back my old entries, i decided i should really document my life here in the uk. It brings back lotsa memories while reading old entries. So for those who do not know, I'm doing my MSc in Applied Actuarial Science in University of Kent, Canterbury, Kent, United Kingdom.

In front of Canterbury Cathedral, Kent (one of the most famous cathedral i suppose, lots of tourists)

Its been almost 2 months already. Things are going pretty smoothly except that sometimes i really miss people back home. Love ones, friends and also Malaysian food!!! Trying to learn how to cook things i love to eat cause there're only 3 pathetic chinese restaurants in this little place. And they're not really good. And guess what? Only 1, SATU, ONE, YAT, Japanese Restaurant, they call it. AND they don't serve sushi. KILL ME PLEASE.

this was during 1st 2 weeks when the sun is still bright and the weather is still super nice >.<

taken at one of the fields in the university. 

Talk about the weather, it's autumn now. It was quite ok the first week. Warm, around 20over degree Celsius and for the pass week, weather changed so much its getting so cold i get runny nose after walking only 10mins outdoor. AND the sky is super dark like its midnight already when it's just 5pm. Winter is coming really soon.. T__T

In my class, there're at least more than 50% chinese, from China, Hong Kong, Taiwan or even Malaysia. Not. A. Single. Blonde. !!! Schedule is quite heavy compared to other courses. Like my flatmates, they only have 13 hours a week? We have 20 hours per week!! >.< And oh, let me introduce my flatmates!

From Left: Chan (malaysia), ShiYu (China), Lekhi (New Delhi), Minal (England), Maryam (Bahrain) and ME! =)

That's it for today, more to come! 

Stay tuned! <3

#bersihstories

is the hashtag in twitter that has pushed me to write this entry. I've too much to express, my feelings, my emotion, so deeply touched I guess no words can fully describe how I feel.

When Bersih 2.0 just launched, I don't get the true message, I don't know what is it for. Until when 709 is drawing nearer and nearer, and I read more news on Bersih 2.0, that is when I started to realize the real purpose. It's for a clean and fair election, it's for a good cause, it's something that no sound mind would say NO. But, why is the government saying that it's illegal ? We just want to have a PEACEFUL rally to bring the message, we're not gonna harm anyone. Why are we not allowed to do so ? Where's our freedom of speech? WHY ISA? So, is the government guilty ? therefore the ban ?

A week before 709, I was having lunch at a coffee shop in setapak, it was a Sunday afternoon. There was this auntie who came to my table and handed me a leaflet.

leaflet she handed to me 

She told me to "wear yellow", only 2 words, but looking at her I was already touched, in my heart I was longing to talk to her, to know more. But I did not say anything and she had already walked to other tables, distributing the leaflet. Deep down, I was afraid that the police might arrest her because she's wearing yellow and another side of me admired her for being so brave.

credits to that person who took this wonderful picture 

My sense proved me right when I first saw this picture in facebook after 709. My heart cringed. my eyes teared looking at this picture. She ought to have a page for herself. She ought to earn respect of ALL Malaysians. Though old, she's braver than most of us who're younger, who have more strength. And they're many more who should earn our respect. I'm ashamed.

So for the whole week, I was in dilemma, thinking whether to join the rally. Till the day before, I called my parents and told them about the rally, all they said is "you eat full too free ah? crazy ah?". Not because they don't support Bersih 2.0. All because they're not sure what's really happening. They only have newspaper and TV, which are under the influence of government. I bet not only them, many who are not active on social media still do not know what's happening.

AND All I did was to change into yellow and took this picture to use it as my profile picture to show my support so much of a bimbo

On 709, I'd been on the internet all the while, following live updates and the fire in my heart's burning HOT. The more I saw the more I felt like joining, but it was too late. They already dispersed. I hated myself for not being brave enough. I called my parents and told them how I regret not joining the rally. I was really SO sad. By reading the updates, I can already feel how united people are, touched by how all races helped each other. 1Malaysia? I tell you, 1Malaysia is another bullshit from HIM. Before 1Malaysia, we don't even feel so much of a racial problem, you come out with 1Malaysia and ask us to be united. We're ALREADY united in the 1st place, YOU and YOUR allies created racial issues. Isn't it clear? People in the rally didn't shout 1Malaysia but? Hidup Rakyat! because we don't need to, we, The Rakyats are one!

After #bersihstories, I know newspaper that's suppose to report news are all bullshit. Imagine those who only read newspaper and watch tv, they will be duped into believing that government is all good and the rally is for a bad cause. I explained to my parents and told them some #bersihstories, and I know they would have supported me.

#bersihstories, most powerful hashtag ever, because, before this, I've always thought of migrating away, but NOW, I see HOPE, we need to stay for a CHANGE. READ #bersihstories.

WATCH THIS! and CRY!

Where is the love? still sad-ing over the footage T___________T

talk bout

not gonna cut my hair. today I just chopped 3-4 inches of my hair T___________T

it's getting too long and hard to manage. and since i'm going to UK and I guess I won't be getting a hair cut anytime soon.. so i decided to cut it

 before 

 after T_T

might not be a big difference for you but it is for me T___T

bye! =P

Long Hair Long Nails

Oh My!!!!!!!!!! It's been a month?!?!?! that was fast. life's been really busy, so busy i couldn't not abandon my blog for a while =( anyway, i'm back! still busy but maybe slightly less. =D

 please say hi! lol

My hair been getting really really long it's getting really really hard to manage. I used to wash and blow my hair every. single. day. NOT. anymore. because, washing needs at least 15 minutes, blowing another at least 20 minutes for only 85% dry.

 reaching my waist!!!! >.<

 it's getting too troublesome to wash and blow everyday. SO i am not washing it everyday anymore!!! and not blowing it EITHER!!!! i'll let it drip on a towel, and air dry. AND i takes AN HOUR and only gets like 90% dry. -_____-

 and my super long nails!!!! KENOT TAHAN already!!! it hurts like a bitch whenever i hit it against something.

 super long ok.

kenot tahan so just CUT IT!
wish i have the courage to do it to my hair too. but NO!! been keeping it for 2.5 years already >.<

Club for obedient wives

Saw this interesting news in FreeMalaysiaToday today and I find it totally speechless amusing.

“To entertain their husbands is compulsory. If she doesn’t do this, the husband will look for another woman… and the house will break down.”

Seriously, I didn't know that wives are supposed to entertain their husbands. Where's gender equality?

To what extent does the wife have to be obedient? to be obedient when there isn't any respect at all? and how can being obedient brings fewer problems to the society?