Finally settled to write my feelings down.
For the many months here, my feelings fluctuate a lot. When I was down I often wondered why did I decide to come here when I'm not even the happy in this country. I missed all my love ones back home.
But I have people here who really love me too. That's why compared to the 1st term, life has been much better now but I get pretty emotional when marks are not good and when the itch from my allergy gets unbearable! Generally I'm still really glad and thankful. Thanks for all the love!! <3
Anyway, I'm going back in less than 2 months time!!! Can't get any happier than that. For that, I promise I will study harder! really! =D