Sunday, October 7, 2012

Sunday, May 20, 2012

Study break

So exam is driving me crazy that i can almost say that i live in the library. Sometimes i get so much demotivated i don't feel like touching at all. 😱

Imagine five months (almost) of living in and out of the library day and night with only occasional break! 😭 and times like these i wonder why did i even think of doing this course. But i think i will choose the same thing again even if i am given the chance to choose all over again challengeaccepted.jpg

On the brighter side, i am going home for a short break in three days' time! Omgomgomg😱😱😱 seriously cant wait. All the love all the food all the companies all the goodness 😂

Meanwhile in the library, interesting things do happen occasionally.

Comfort food on a stressful day

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Sneaking take out into the library lol

Monday, April 30, 2012

428 Bersih & Exams

So 28/04/2012 marks the third gathering of Malaysians who care for the nation. Last year, I regretted not joining the rally and this year, I can't go. Yea, if I'm determined enough maybe i can join the gathering in London but no,  I have exams T_T. SO I thought the best I could do is to wear yellow? 

#bersih 3.0

Meanwhile, life has been tough, sleeping at wee hours in the morning and waking up literally after noon? 

And my table is in a chaotic mess. Love it though cause it has never been this "studious" hahaha

Er... IF you notice a pair of scissors.... Here's the story: I love to play with my hair ALL the time =X 
So when I play with my hair, I look for split ends AND I can't tolerate them, hence the pair of scissors beside me 24/7 so I can snip off those split ends. nyeheheh

Random: Saw this highlighter today and I think it's quite cool. haha.. So I took the picture in the midst of revision =P

WHO is The Boss?

23 days till my flight home and I can't wait for all these to be over already!!!!! HOME!!! Y U NO COME NEARER!!!! 

Ok, heading back to my revision (as if) haha. bye!

Wednesday, April 18, 2012


So every morning, the 1st thing I do when I wake up (while still lying in bed) is to to check all the social websites like facebook, twitter, instagram etc on my ipad.

Someone just posted pictures of my secondary school and it brought back so much memories. Good times, bad days, happy moments... It was the same old place I spend most my teenage years with. Nostalgic.

And then, I saw this video from JinnyboyTV, watched it before and I thought it's really well done. I guess it speaks the hearts of many people from then 80's, including me!!

I really liked it! Hope you enjoy too! ;)

And I love this video too!! Very entertaining and perfect reason to take a break during this exam season. T_T 

Saturday, April 7, 2012


So I've been getting rashes for months now. No, it wasn't bed bug bites I figured. It's just some rashes that look like mozzie bites but it's not. Everyday, new rashes come out, consulted doctor, bought 4 kinds of medicine (tablets and cream) and all don't seem to work. 

Went for a blood test, result says everything is normal. Seriously, I'd rather have something which is not normal because at least I get to know what's wrong. But!!! everything normal, blood count, kidney, thyroid. ALL ALSO NORMAL. Then WTF is wrong?!?! I'll have to see doctor again T_T

Yesterday, it got so bad I cried, the itch was unbearable. I was told not to scratch over and over but I just can't take it anymore!! T___T I know if I'm home, daddie wouldn't allow this to happen. I felt so "unloved" here though I know I still have people who love me here.

Missing daddie so much so I called him this morning, and just ask what he's doing and he asked me what happened. I said nothing, just missing him and see what he was doing. If you know daddie well enough, watching series is like the most important part of his life, so he told me that the show is about to start. So we ended to conversation cause I was suppose to prepare to go for lunch as well. 

After a while, daddie messaged : Chris. Dad mis n love. Are u Ok? I keep worry u when sound not so joyful. I keep thinking even I'm watching ASTRO la. U OK? 

That's daddie usual text message which is in broken English and some short form which sometimes I can't geddit even, not in this one though. I teared again reading this message. T_T I get really emo sometimes and miss home so much. Aih.. and God knows when this rashes will stop. ;'(

It got so serious now i have it on my neck as well, 3 behind, 1 in front. 

"1st series" of rashes I got which i thought was bed bug bites

When it first came out, it looks like these

Even on my thigh T_T its actually all over my limbs. haih

When can this end? ;(

Sunday, April 1, 2012

Sweetness overdose

So I've been eating lots of junk lately. T_T
And I wondered why did I even eat all these junk when in Malaysia I don't even like them that much.
ANSWER is: Because this freaking place has no nice food and so I'm only left with all these junks that I don't even favour that much!

Part of the junks I ate:

Usually I don't really eat M&M's or even Cadbury. 

Probably one of my favourite among all the junks

Kinder IS LOVE. Not that much of a Kit Kat person now

Not A single pack from this pile is left now. Explains the fats that pile on me T_T

Easily available everywhere, who's gonna have proper meal?

Chocolate Fudge Cake with Ice-Cream

Mostest Favouritest Nutella!

And I realized that among all these, those that i like the most would be Nutella, Kinder and BnJ, HD, Magnum. THAT's IT. Vow to self: Not gonna eat anything that's not even something I really like!

Friday, March 30, 2012

Of chocolate and coriander..

Finally settled to write my feelings down.

For the many months here, my feelings fluctuate a lot. When I was down I often wondered why did I decide to come here when I'm not even the happy in this country. I missed all my love ones back home.

But I have people here who really love me too. That's why compared to the 1st term, life has been much better now but I get pretty emotional when marks are not good and when the itch from my allergy gets unbearable! Generally I'm still really glad and thankful. Thanks for all the love!! <3

Anyway, I'm going back in less than 2 months time!!! Can't get any happier than that. For that, I promise I will study harder! really! =D

Sunday, January 29, 2012

Happy Chinese New Year 2012

Happy Dragon Year!! =D  I think this is the 1st year i'm spending CNY without my family. It can be quite depressing, makes me miss home soooo much. Didn't do much on CNY, just made some sushi and hangout with chinese friends. And dinner with classmates on the 1st day of CNY. that's it! not a single ang pow was received this CNY T______T

And on the 3rd day of CNY there's a celebration in the UKC's Gulbenkian Cafe. CHEAT ONE. cause the "free buffet" was just some fried spring rolls and frozen fried food. NOT nice. and it wasn't enough for even half the crowd. I didn't manage to get any but i managed to "steal" some from friends who managed to get it. Ended up coming back home for dinner. There was a lion dance which i was really looking forward to but yea, there was lion, without the dance and the drums =________= CHEAT ONE x 2

The only consolation was this. Fortune cookie. It's my 1st time eating fortune cookies. It was just normal, i'm not sure whether this is the tradition - cookie with a message inside. but my Chinese friends told me they don't have these in China. and i don't remember seeing this in Malaysia either. O.O

Oh hai! this is me in the super packed cafe. I think there're more angmohs that Chinese
Ok, END OF CNY. NOT interesting AT ALL. =.=

below are just some random food i made 

Learnt this from Italianese back home. I used tiger bread. The dip was just olive oil, vinegar and oregano. Turned out that the oregano was not strong enough. No oregano taste =(

Baked the 1st cake of my life all by myself yesterday =)
It was good. *proud* 
oh. it was a banana cake. 

Some new fish and chip shop, and the fish was so huge i can barely finish >.<
so i ended up not eating the chips. it wasn't nice =X

My makeup on CNY eve. Put on make up because I will if i'm back home. so i thought i should do it here as well.

Ending this post with a picture of me and the big ben. taken the last trip i went to London. 

Thursday, January 19, 2012

Being Lazy

So over the winter holiday, I've been to quite a few places. But I haven't sort ANY pictures yet. I guess when you have more time (holiday) you tend to get more lazy than normal days. I've been sleeping half a day off and waking up when the sky is almost dark. Not seeing much of sun =.=

And if you realized, I've been posting blurry pictures. hehehe. Because it's so much easier to upload pictures from the ipad rather than transferring tons of pictures and then sort them out then only upload. But the quality of pictures sucks, which can be a good thing cause you can't see my flaws! HAHAHA

Yesterday I finally decided to be more discipline, you know, when the year is still new people will be all semangat for a while. lol.

SO I went jogging at 7a.m! Can't even recall the last time I woke up this early. Went jogging. Best part is I'm so refreshed now and the weather is not that cold for a jog! =) Ok, so I've decided to sleep earlier from now on, earlier meaning before 12 and wake up at 7 for a jog or if I don't I'll still wake up earlier. And I did a good job, sleeping at 11+ last night. Cannot imagine myself sleeping so early. haha

taken during my recent trip to london (if you haven't notice the London Eye behind lol). I know I gained weight. Maybe you cant see from this picture. Just don't tell me I look fine. Bitch please.jpg.

Saturday, January 14, 2012

Drama Queen Strikes again!!

First time in my life getting severe bed bug bites so I have to blog this!!! might not seem so severe for you but for me, being the *drama queen*, IT IS.

okay, you might say that I'm being very dirty but I got bed bug bites since the 1st week I came to Woolf College, my uni accommodation. AND never in my life I got any stings/bites from bed bugs before so I just thought that it might be some ultra crazy mozzies which bites can itch for DAYS until I googled "bed bug bites" wtf.

So for the past few months, I've been getting red marks one in a while, more like once a fortnight but it never really bothered me cause it was just one mark and I easily forgot bout the itchiness when I'm busy.

But HOLY MOLY, 3 days ago, I got woken up by ITCH. Yes, itchy till I can't continue sleeping and that's how bad it is. I remembered scratching my arm in my sleep till I cannot tahan I woke up from bed to turn on the lights to see what's wrong. HORROR of the HORRORS, this is what I found:

6 FREAKING MARKS on my FREAKING ARM wtf. Can't believe these bugs just stung LAO NIANG for 6 times!!! (if one sting leaves a mark) T_______________T 

I went straight to the reception and complained to the management and SHOWED them the marks. They followed me to my room and checked if there's any fleece? don't even know what's it. And of course they didn't find any else I would have found out already. =_= and they said they will inform the pest control people. 

Not satisfied after complaining on FB, to friends, to flatmates, to management, to*you*, I have to involve daddie so I called him on skype and showed him the marks AND made him worried, then only I stopped.

ENDURED the itchiness with some useless ointment for A DAY and the next day, I woke up BY ITCHINESS AGAIN with these:

FMFL!!!!!!!! it was so swollen. I WENT to management again after getting an email saying that those people are coming on Friday (yesterday). Can't believe I actually slept on the bed again. #lucky they did not sting else I will totally go to the management and give them punches and kicks. #ya right.

On the third day, I went to London. So not picture of the marks. Will *try* to blog bout it. =) First thing was to get ointment from Boots and it was really good. Cause I don't feel itchy after that but then it might be because of the cold weather too cause the itch stops when its cold. Once in a long while it gets itchy and I just need to put the cream again. I put like three times all together when I was in London if I'm not wrong. 

At the same time, those people finally came to disinfect my bed and floor. I removed my bed sheet and left nothing on the bed but not the floor before I head to London. The guys MOVED my shoes and dustbin and all the other things on the floor and put them on the BED. how SMART. but I was too tired to even get angry so I just put everything back on the floor clean the bed a bit, and put on my bed sheets. 

Today, I didn't wake up from the itchiness *yay* and the marks look like this now: 

Still red but it's much better already, not so swollen at least. Seriously wish those bugs will be gone!!! T_T

-End of drama queen's story-

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Counting down to 2012

NYE wasn't particularly interesting because we can't get a room in London =.=
So we decided just to stay in Canterbury.
And EAT , and GET FAT
talk bout new year resolutions. 

oh well.. these were our dishes. they were 9 of us. We had dinner and some games
After that was just some chatting and chilling and counting down to flatmate's AH BAO's birthday =)

Our Dinner. Fish. Pork. Chicken. Lamb. Prawns. Vege. 
There're actually more but the table can't fit anymore. 

Camwhored with some of them while waiting for the dinner since I obviously can't help much =X

With Xin yi

Lekhi, Xin Yi, birthday boy AH BAO 

Lekhi, Lulu, Ah Bao

Me, and Panitra (thai) 

Me =) with Lekhi's hat

Ending the post with a picture of birthday boy and I. 
Caused I'm not self-centered like that. hahahahaha
Happy Birhtday, New Year Baby Boy! 

Sunday, January 8, 2012

Happy New Year 2012


All the best in 2012 people! Writing this post to record my resolutions for 2012. 

1. To complete my MSc in Applied Actuarial Science, I don't aim to get all the exemptions, just let me pass please. 

2. To cry less. I know right, it's first week and I've failed so bad already. I don't know why I have been crying so much ever since I come to UK. I really miss home, family and friends, always feel that they're so far and I'd be so much happier if i'm back home especially with *you*.

3. Greece and Amsterdam, and hopefully Lake District. 

4. Get a job, which I don't wish to >.< Visa ends 2013. I should travel all around Europe and UK before my Visa ends right. 

5. D.I.E.T. slim down back to 45kgs and below and NEVER gain above 45kg! 

6. Read all 7books of Harry Potter. *huge fan now*

7. Plan more. Procrastinate less. ( I know I'm not gonna achieve this. T_T )

8. Learn how to bake! and make macaroons! *fingers crossed*

Ok, I guess that's all for now. =D Rushing to watch the last 2 episodes of Harry Potter before going to the Harry Potter shop in London on Monday! Love!